The last 24 hours have been utmost exhausting! Yesterday I was priveleged to talk with our paliative care nurse. She confirmed many things that Paul and I have been thinking the last few weeks (and possibly the last couple months.) Things have been showing a decline more than we want to believe. All around things are getting worse. More painful to see! More demanding of our time! More emotional times! More heartache! More love for our little boy! More strain on our family! More questions (many with no answers!)
We are faint in body and spirit. God has promised that He will never leave us nor forsake us. So true, yet so hard to believe at all times. Jacob is fearfully and wonderfully made. He is NO mistake. Given to our family for a reason.
Our daily prayer is now that we will be given the strength and wisdom for today and the days which lie ahead.